Hey Girl!
I don't know if it's my age (late 40's) or it's life experience.. but I'm done playing it "safe". I'm done playing it safe which means I'm using the backdoor pjs for the first time in my life. Â
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Call me crazy but when I feel the pull of the Holy Spirit I'm gonna do it as soon as God says, regardless of what it costs me. In the past I've typically waited to make sure I don't hurt anyone and so I can BE SURE it's what I'm supposed to be doing.Â
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What I've learned the last few years is that if God is calling me to it, He will protect those that might get hurt and/or somehow use it for growth. I'm not big enough to ruin His plan and purpose.
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This isn't just regarding a book or a music project.. this also applies to relationships, work, church and life in general; OR a God retreat in the mountains on a ranch with horses and new sisters in Christ! Whatever He throws my way, I'm in!
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I no longer want to salvage something that God may say is done or even give up when God is saying to stay?Â
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At the end of my life I don't want to have wasted precious time and energy on things that are not of God. I don't want to look back and wish I would've done things differently.Â
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So when God says to move, you can be certain this girl's feet will start ta steppin' and when He says stay, they will remain planted.Â
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I refuse to live a life wondering and wishing what coulda, woulda, shoulda happened if I'd have taken the risks that the Lord asked me to!  I'm gonna live this thing large (or small if that's what He wants)! Â
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My prayer "Here I am Lord, use me... however and wherever you see fit. No matter how crazy, no matter what the cost, I'm in it for you Lord!"Â