I had to look at old files and records to help me answer the questions I had for myself these past few days. My questions are ones you might have had yourself at some point. I wanted to know how much I'm making a difference in the world.
It's not easy to quantify.
"Am I making a difference with my students, my clients, my family? How much, and in what way?"
One may wonder why I'm asking. The truth is that we're not growing and learning if we never question ourselves, feel doubt, have fears, experience blocks, or get unclear.
Quantity - so I started with researching how many Reiki attunements I've given over the last ten+ years. Though I'm getting better organized (spread sheets are not my friends), It took me a while to get close to an answer . . . hundreds. The same is true for the quantity of Reiki clients - hundreds. My healing hands have rested on the shoulders of, or beamed energy to, hundreds of people and animals - maybe thousands (or millions) if you count healing the planet.
Quality - I reviewed how I've invested in myself and all my learning since my interest in Reiki. I've spent thousands of dollars and years of study, received certifications in additional modalities, purchased many healing tools, and channeled messages from Spirit that have changed my life. . . and yours, too, I hope.
All of the above matters in the context of making a difference in myself. Am I making a difference for YOU? The way I choose to live my life has great hopes for the future. What I teach and what I do are in alignment - as much as possible - with a higher vibration. That means I might challenge you to do the same.
You might cry, get uncomfortable, feel unworthy,
OR
You might embrace the challenge, face your fears and doubts
AND GROW.
This means "stepping up to the plate", asking for help, practicing your skills, changing your thoughts, using your gifts, and making a difference. We all do (make a difference), though we might not be able to measure its quantity or quality.
I'm delighted that my constant obsession with making things better has led me to eliminate a score of pages from my website . . . and yet there's still some apprehension (doubts). I call it RELEASE AND FOCUS. It's always a work-in-progress, so your feedback is welcome.
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