Hello
The last several months have offered one full circle moment after another, with each providing
the felt sense of a distinct completion. It was as if more mature aspects of Self were literally meeting and closing out a cycle with younger aspects and visa versa. It was as if the Alpha and Omega where playing games with each other.
Each completion seemed to offer not just a new beginning but a new vantage point. The byproduct of this seemed to be
moments of chaos, according to the mind, mixed with profound love and compassion, according to the heart!
The later part of August provided a bit of a breather, and within that space we seemed to integrate these completion cycles, or at least start to. This seemed like a quicker integration than had been previously available. There were more "ahas" and "OMGs" in the
mix. The interesting part to me about this integration was (and is) that it seemed(s) like an awakening of sorts.
As if perception literally shifted from what was being witnessed, to what is doing the witnessing. Sounds a little Zen, I know, but never the less, that is the experience of it.
This is challenging to write about in words, but the image is as if our
old awareness of self and our new awareness of self consumed each other, and then became lost in the simplicity of awareness itself.
You may be noticing yourself slipping out of any remaining perception of right or wrong, good or bad, black or white, and even out of maybes and hues
of grey, in lieu of a simple awareness of and response to WHAT IS.
This can feel like a delicate space, much like a new born child that has all that they will ever need for development tucked inside the very fiber of their being, and yet simultaneously find themselves vulnerable to their new experience of this world. We need to be gentle and compassionate with ourselves in this new space. It's very
possible that we are giving birth to the new human condition. One based in the consciousness of Oneness. Maybe we can't be certain of our new state of consciousness just yet, but it does feel like the sun just came out, and this time it is shinning from the inside out!
There is an aliveness or an awareness that is obvious in this experience. This may be in spite of the fact that
deep perceptual shifts, such as the ones offered over the last few months, typically create a bit of chaos in our physical lives. This can show up as confusion, emotion and disorientation until we get a firm footing in our new reality.
Still, there is a trust in this space that is all pervading. The odd thing is, that in the past, when the mind messed with
an experience of trust, the response would have been stress or fear. Now however there seems to be a fluid mechanism that ushers the mind back to aliveness or awareness. Trust is cycling back to trust. Love is cycling back to Love. Polarities are cycling back into Oneness. It's as if the cycles have been closed and our new lens is, or can be, self perpetuating. Again words are very challenging in a state that feels so new and yet
also seems to be at the base of what has always been!
Below you will find some beautiful opportunities to integrate what the last several months have offered us. I hope you'll join me in adding coherence to what is clearly a very new way of being!
Big Love and
Blessings,
Suzy
PS. I'd love to hear your awareness, experience and ahas from this last month as well. It was a BIG ONE! You can reach me at [email protected] 
