Dear

Happy 2-2-22. As the old world dismantles at rapid speed now and no longer holds the power that it once did, it is time for each of us to release our remaining limiting beliefs and the constructs that have separated us from a true sense of our wholeness. It's time to find the balance, harmony and peace within.

I understand that this is easier said than done, especially when we are in the middle of the complete dismantling of our physical, mental and emotional conditioning, however, I have found that it is the very act of continuously trying to figure out how to "do" this dismantling that slows the process to a painful snails pace.

Our personal and collective dismantling is simply happening because it is time. Our identities are not creating the fall of the old world. In fact our identities are meeting their demise along with it, thus the discomfort in the physical, mental, and emotional bodies. It is within these bodies where all that identity information was stored.

Put simply, we know that what is being dismantled is false. What is emerging is what represents a greater truth. We would all like this next iteration of truth to be pretty, loving, kind and inclusive, however the point of awakening is to bring to light that which was held in darkness. We are seeing this play out in powerful ways as one protest after another brings to light the reality that lies behind the false narratives.

This is not only happening "out there" but it is also happening within each of us. The false narratives that we have upheld as part of our personal identities are now harder and harder to maintain.  We are beginning to see through those narratives with greater ease and although this is wonderful on so many levels, it can be very uncomfortable to loose who we thought we were. This is the very reason why people hold on so tightly to false narratives as truths. They are simply holding onto what they have known. We can all understand why. It can be scary to realize that we are more powerful than we have known, especially if we are not sure how to own or wield that power.

Ironically, who we thought we were, is always a much lesser version of our potential. Thus, it is the very act of allowing this massive dismantling to take place that naturally and organically allows our greater truth to emerge. 

We don't have to go looking for who we actually are, just like we don't have to go looking for the new world. Both are emerging. What's next is simply on the horizon.We do however have to stop fighting for our limitations. 

As we step into the new world, we must pay more attention to what is possible. Let's seek possibilities from within us. Let's bring what is possible into being through our words, our thoughts, and our actions.  Let's practice being in our creative power. We are so much more than we have perceived ourselves to be and as 2022 unfolds we are going to get the opportunity to prove that to ourselves over and over again. We are awakening into the greater truth of who we are, to our own power, and to our capacity to create. 

This is going to be fun!

Big Love and Gratitude,

Suzy

P. S. With the exception of Avatar Energetics, you will notice that other classes are not being offered this month. I am taking February to rework what I offer with a focus on helping us each remember the power,  potential and creative capacity that lies within as we step into co-creating the New World. PRIVATE CONSULTATIONS can be purchased during the month of February, however first availability will be in March. We will let those who have already purchased sessions know if there are cancellations in February. 

I noticed something recently that I had not been able to put my finger on before. Most of us are quite capable of being present to just about anything that arises. Regardless if it is a thought, a feeling or a physical issue, we can be with it. We are not the kind that run and hide from what is emerging, even when we don't like how it feels. That's a great skill to have and is one that will serve us all well as we move through this time of awakening.

What became evident to me lately happened in stages. At first I noticed that some of the methods or supports that I have used in the past were no longer as helpful as they had been. It was as if I was still gaining awareness, but the capacity to create change with that awareness was waining. I also noticed that my reason for being present to what was arising had reverted to a less mature desire to "just get through it".  

I suspect there is a part of each of us that doesn't want to have to go through "one more thing" and just wants to "get" wherever we think we are going so we can be done with that thought, feeling or experience, but of course we are never done remembering who we are and we are always revealing the greater truth that lies within. It becomes obvious that with each "deep dive" into self awareness there lurks an old story and a hidden capacity. 

We each have a story and that story both creates our patterned experiences and invites us to move beyond them. I hit a place over the last couple weeks where I noticed that I could not carry on with the story. I could see that to do so, even in the smallest degree, was limiting my capacity and my joy.

I could feel I wanted something else, but I did not yet know what that something else was. I knew that the new world was here, but felt like I was still carrying something that was not giving me the access that would cause my new world to be reflected in my daily experiences. 

Since my old methods of shifting things seemed to have stalled out I decided to start spending time listening to silence. You might call that meditation, but honestly I am not sure if that is what this is or not. My practice is to just sit for an hour and listen, witness and watch what is there. During those sessions almost nothing of interest takes place, however outside of my "meditation" time, I am becoming aware of things that I have not noticed before.

I saw that no matter what story I told myself, be it perceived as good or bad, it was not what was happening now. Stories are moments outside of the now. I also noticed that if I was in a past experience, I could always find good and bad in the experience no matter what it was. It became evident that whatever that experience of the past, that still haunts us today, it only haunts us because we have not yet seen the capacity that we gained from those moments.

For instance, if as a child, we experience a breech of boundary or a betrayal we typically spend the rest of our lives, unconsciously and sometimes consciously, focused on creating safety. We move through our days not trusting, not being open to new relationships or connections and basically attempting to avoid our past all the while claiming that it is someone else's fault that we are not able to fully trust. We all do this in subtle and not so subtle ways. What I realized ( saw with real eyes) was that the experience that was perceived as bad also helped to enhance an innate capacity.

For instance, the child who was betrayed becomes acutely sensitive to who they can trust and who they should not. For the one who had a boundary breeched, they become well versed in setting and maintaining clear boundaries. Both provided they are willing to put more attention to what was gained instead of what was lost in their early experiences.

But here is the kicker until we stop going to our past looking for the reason life is as we are now, we will never place our focus on the great capacity that we are and have always been.

Those who have the greatest capacity to know who to trust and are themselves the most trustworthy are often those who have been betrayed. Those who can set loving boundaries and clear intents are typically the same ones who earlier had a boundary breeched.

This is a hard one to hear, but we simply can not move into a new world while perpetuating a old story. To do so is to abdicate our capacity. Can we invite ourselves to see that there was a gift and a grace in every experience? Can we acknowledge that no one else can see our capacity until we ourselves can see it?  Can we sit in the stillness of our own being, and regardless of what surfaces recognize that we are NOT that. That is story. Can we recognize that what we are, is not and never was, what we were experiencing. We are PRESENCE. We are that which is aware, not what we are aware of.

We begin to shift into the new world, not through a doing, but through a state of being. We recognize that state of being by first realizing that where we first saw pain, there was also capacity. As we access capacity we will feel safe enough to use that capacity to be the PRESENCE that witnesses anything that arises.  The weak and the powerful within us will all be seen as one and we will feel whole.