Your experiences are not what you thought they were. You are not who you thought you were. Your conditioning is wearing off. Your memories are fading and the only option is to be directly with what is emerging now.
As the collective imprints fall away at a quickened speed, a more authentic version of you begins to reveal itself.
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We all like the idea of being who we are in truth, however the road to that awareness can be rather bumpy. As human beings, we like things to stay the same. We like to know what we know, especially about ourselves. It makes us feel uneasy when our own inner stories begin to have huge question marks around them. If questions are surfacing in your inner narrative,
congratulations are in order, because you are well on your way to the next iteration of YOU.
That said, when the very foundation of who you thought you were shatters, so that the greater truth of you can be reveled, it can feel like all hell is breaking loose. In fact, it is, because to live an unauthentic life is hell. To be less than honest with yourself and about yourself always creates discomfort.
The good news is that June offers us the opportunity to see our lives clearly. It will continue to flush to the surface all the patterning that is not you. It will demand that you see it for what it is, a false reality, and strongly suggest that you choose again. June pushes you to reflect, reveal and let go.
If words like "demand", "push" or even "strongly suggest", feel a bit aggressive, please know that we are well past the gentle nudges to choose again. Life loves us too much for that. When the divine in you is so close to revealing itself, it doesn't sit around and give you hints about the greater YOU.
Nope, in June your divine self will pick you up by the ankles and turn you upside down until you drop everything that no longer serves. It will shake you until you laugh or cry. Either way you will let go and receive more of YOU. Hopefully at some point we will all get to laughter and even joy, as we realize what has been waiting to surface from within us all
along.
Emotions may run high in June and that is GREAT. It can feel like shit, but in the big scheme of life, these are experiences that you don't want to run from, because right underneath those emotions is the greater truth of YOU. Embrace them. Feel them. Dance them out, scream them out or whatever it takes, but let them go. The stories stored in those emotions are way too small
for you now. Life has something else to offer you!
In June, your body may be talking to you loudly as most of these emotions have been stored in your tissue, bone and muscles. So pay attention to where you physically hurt. Move into the hurt through sounds, movement, or other forms of expression that take you out of the mind. This process is like giving birth. You don't have to know what is coming or specifically how to get
here, but you do benefit from supporting the process when it arises.
The mind will not help you through June. The more authentic you can't be found in what you already know. It can only be revealed by letting go of what no longer serves. So, trust your body. Trust the emotions that arise and trust the process. It's leading you back to YOU!
Big Love and Blessings,
Suzy
