For a long time, I lived for the weekends, yet when they arrived, I'd start my mornings looking up at the ceiling and silently wishing I could just stay in bed. I faced constant physical pain, fatigue, and anxiety about all the stuff I ​should​ get done before the work week started again on Monday.        

 

About 6 years ago, it became essential for me to shift some of that energy into the self-expansion direction. 

 

I was in a personal and professional tail spin that had me clinically depressed and in-bed with non-stop migraines.  

 

I couldn't got to work 🤕.

I couldn't enjoy fun times with friends and family😢.

 

​The vicious, performance-based lifestyle I had built for myself was crumbling.

 

I hit rock bottom and was forced to look outside the box and put as much or more energy into expanding my own inner peace 🥰 as I had been expending on my career.

 

It was the only way I was going to get off medical-leave and back to work. 

 

No more wishing things were different.

No more blaming my job, my health, my personal responsibilities.

No more Manic Mondays.