Finished!
It’s been a close run thing - long hours in the studio and no idea if I was going to make the (self-imposed) deadline of today to finish three, 60cm square canvasses for Titchfield Art Show next week.
I have learnt a great deal doing these paintings, not least that I should resist entering an exhibition before I have even bought the canvasses let alone developed a concept of what the work would
be!
If
you have read my blog about intuitive
art, you’ll remember my issues around knowing how I do my art. I can’t think it, if I do, it all goes haywire - I have to trust my instincts and just plough on.
Nearly every day in the last week, I have come in for the evening and declared that I had
ruined them. On Tuesday I was so despondent that I went out on Wednesday and bought three more canvasses with the vague idea of starting again (fairly unrealistic, I was several weeks in with 5 days left at that point!) but somehow the act of doing so freed up my mind (I guess I had a backup plan however fantastical) and I was able to bring the paintings back from the abyss.
“The Absence of You” 1, 2 & 3, 60cm square multimedia canvas - is a continuation
of a theme I started last autumn about the longing for someone, the feeling that the space beside you is empty or there is something missing, a yearning. A lack…. I was particularly inspired by the Tim Minchin song of the same name.
I don't know
What all of this means
If you are not here with me
And I am lost
When we are apart
There's a hole in my heart
That light passes through
And the pattern it creates
Is the shape of the absence of you.
I think Chopin’s Piano Concerto No 2 has the same yearning feel - I've been listening to both of them on a loop!
The three abstract multimedia paintings will be at Titchfield Art Show next
Saturday and Sunday 22nd and 23rd April. See
their website for all the details. (As ever the pictures below do not do the colours or the textures justice).
